In a society that is quickly pacing forward, pausing and reflecting are often forgotten nor talked about. With limited information at hand and exciting plans in mind I jumped into my inner abyss. While exploring and deconstructing my consciousness and reality, I stumbled upon many thrilling events and later practices which I found incredibly valuable. From over a thousand pages of field notes and drafts, this book was put together into a collection of stories, metaphors and practices which helped me along my awakening to my true self. Besides being entertained, maybe you’ll stumble upon something you’re looking for.